phone is ringing and she says.........
"she is ill again", she has 4 kids and suddenly she has stopped talking can't move and is in hospital. maybe she had a stroke, but as she is 36 she seems too young. she has had years of ill health with anorexia and stress from various family issues and now she has to fight to stay alive. its as if death is knocking at her door, when i asked why this is happening now her sister told me it is because of christmas. all the sadness of being a child rushing in and a slight little thing can set her off on a wobbly. her sister says "will you visit her as i think she will get worse if i go" of course i must go and visit. i am angry with my sister for not being here to help in this crisis. a little voice in my head says ignore it and it will go away. another part of my head says "you are the adult you can help by loving them in your way". Is that really true that love is the way and what is love anyway??????
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